The Adrenaline's pumping faster everyday...

office today was a bit quiet..
syg is not around..
other friends already cuti..
adoi...

so the whole week i was sitting in the office, and i've finished the whole episode of america's next top model for cycle 13.. hoho..

today is thursday and there are like 3 days left to the SPA's interview result.. lup dup lup dup.. hoho... wonder whether i'll get it or not.. and the next question if i manage to get the position is where will i be posted to??? errr... huhu... life's getting harder now.. but somehow, i know i'll make it through...

tomorrow will be Hari Raya Haji... and gaji have not been in my bank yet.. adoi.. it's been over a month since the last salary... i wonder how did my mom manage to tahan this situation.. she even have 4 children who always asked her for money... heee.... maybe the fact that i have not settle down makes it harder for me to manage this situation... time'll pass and i'm sure it will not be that bad.. hoho!!~~

praying for the best...

is it me?

if only i could tell the whole world how guilty i am,
i would..

sedar tak sedar, it's November.. it's almost the end of the year already...
a lot of things happens but I am certain that i would not want the past to be repeated just to make things right...

it's the 2nd month i am working in this company.. every single day i'm here, there will be lot more flaws appear... it's hard to tell, but yeah, now i realize why i heard that this is not a good company... great..

just as a reminder to myself, this month could change my whole life.. haha.. it seems like time passes by so fast that sometimes when we realize it, it is almost the end of it.. hoho...

there were not so many things happened when i was not posting anything.. i'm still at selayang hospital, and working PM shift for the whole week.. PM shift was damn boring.. ayo... i dont know what to do, how to do... hmmm... layan.. nasib baik next week would be AM shift, but then the final week would be another PM shift.. damn... adoi..