Waiting for Another day...

I am in the office right now, not knowing what to do.. i've done all my job already.. waiting to be reviewed.. but if there is no one calling me, then i'll be sitting here staring at my baby lappie.. huhu..

well, it's been a week after my interview with SPA.. thank god that morning, it was a very fine day.. i left my apartment at 6.30 to putrajaya.. the road is clear and i took my time driving slowly to putrajaya.. huhu... i arrived at around 7.30 and i went straight to the place of interview.

at putrajaya, there were only around 6 or 7 of us waiting for being interviewed.. huhu... sempat lagi i bought a bottle of water and sandwiches for breakfast.. huhu... quite hungry.. plus, if i think i am nervous, i have the habit of eating something, just to set the butterfly in my stomach free. hoho.. i may look calm on the outside, but i'm as the ocean inside.. hahaha.... whatever right??

i will be called up the 4th.. 3 of us were fresh grad, the others have already worked.. so the competition is there already.. erkkk....

i entered the room as calm as possible, and there were 2 interviewer, 1 from the SPA ( i think) and the other 1 is surely from KKM.. both of them were very welcoming and very friendly.. they even started to talk to me before i can even shut the door completely..

first half of the interview was just a casual chat, asking me what is the interesting thing in my hometown, (that person been there before, surela kot..) and what am I doing here, and so on.. his formal question was, what is my opinion if malaysia is to be a hub for health tourism.. something like that.. thank god, i can answer it nicely.. hahaha..

next was questions from this kkm.. she asked me about IM injection, whether i have done it before or not, (of course i said yes) and she asked me how many times i've done it, and i answered many times that i forgot to count it (especially when i just gave lots of IM in my institution's clinic for the students.. hahaha..) bonus question was what are the examples of IM injections, (quite nervous but thank God, i can think fast!!!!~~~) Hep B (hahaha.. because this was the injection i gave to the students 2 3 days before my interview.. hahaha), and pethidine.. fuhh.. lepas... then she said, she had an interview with another fresh grad before and she said that the interviewee told her that she only did IM on an orange.. oopsss... matikudasai..

the next question was about KCL.. nasib i can think fast as well.. i almost failed that part, but i think my confident helped a lot.. i prefer to look and act confident because it can help me to stay calm and think FAST! huhu....

another question was what is the function of a nurse... simple answer - Do Good, Avoid Harm - thanks to Prof Nik - the founder of my nursing college for teaching us and instilling that principle!!~~ huhu.. it helped a lot.. because it is simple, and yet meaningful and explains everything.. (glad the interviewer likes it)

i did asked them, what am i going to be if i get this post because there was no description for fresh graduate regarding this post.. i think i get their meaning, when they asked me, IF i get this U41 post, would i mind if i have to work just like other staff nurses, doing bed, sponging patient, doing other basic nursing care and etc..

the most 'painful' question for me was if i am working right now.. i told myself from the very beginning, to not to cheat or lie for any interview... so yes, i told them the truth about my current work.. and i said i am sorry for working with other institution when i am not supposed to (cuz i am jpa scholars).. huhu... nasib baik they can take it.. they said they understood when i told them that i am trying to gain experience and to preserve my skills when i am with the students in the hospital.. yeay!~ huhu... the mr. asked me how long will it take for me to send my notice of termination, and i told them it was 3 months.. then they asked me whether i am confident or not while CI-ing the students and etc about the job..

oh, they also asked me about my experience as a nurse and the places where i get my experience, of course la jawapannye non.. except when i was a student.. hehehe...

before we ended up our session, they remind me to send in my resignation letter straight away... i supposed it was a good news, no?? but yeah, at the same time, i feel VERYYYYYY nervous to wait for this 30/11/2009 for the result.. hmmm... i just hope that i would get the place that i wanted to.. sob sob sob...

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