Chapter III: Life is not that easy, yet it is not that hard...

another HK!!~~ time sure fly so fast that i meet my another HK after 6 days working.. huhu... yeah... right now, i suddenly realized that i did not blabbing and complaining about going for something official during weekends.. moreover, i have no idea that i AM working over the weekend.. hahaha... when i was a student, i am banning all weekend classes, weekend courses, weekend CLINICAL POSTING!~ hehehe... i'm the chief!~ hoho!~~

but everything sure is changing when i am working already.. hoho!~ surprise?? nope!~ i knew this would be happening.. that is why i complaint so freaking much over all weekends' official activities during my college.. i knew that what i would become would not have me spending much time over the weekends again.. i knew that what i would become would not allow me to be so overly free like what i used to be.. hoho!~ it depends on every individual though.. maybe some of u do not like to be like this... working in shift.. six days a week (except when you go for night duty, u'll have extra days of holidays which we called it as sleeping days.. hehe..) and yeah, your schedule would not be working in the days and 'clubbing' in the nights anymore...

but for me, it's ok.. this is what i am earning for.. this is what i have been destined to... like what the malay proverbs said - 'bersusah2 dulu, bersenang2 kemudian'.. hoho!~ seriously.. i am enjoying my profession day by day... enjoying in my context define as - i like being a nurse and i am thankful for this opportunity that GOD gave me in being a nurse~~ most of the patients i've met told me that it is not an easy thing to do what i am doing now.. *smile*

you will meet a lot of patients with, of course - a lot of characters... not only patients, even your colleagues and your superiors - well-- hmm.. everybodylah around you... you would be surprise on how your colleagues would act so nice and so good when they are with you but they are also able to talk few 'things' about you when you're not around.. and so this thing would go round and round with each and everyone of your colleagues.. (well, not to my surprise - ladies' mouth are so unbearable and so creative.... huhu..) the only thing that YOU - yes - yourself need to do is NEVER EVER JOIN THAT KIND OF CONVERSATION... huhu... all you can do is just smile as you always do, listen, and observe.. and yeah, SHUT UP!~ huhu.. remember that - be professional.. let them talk.. because for all you know, that people who are talking, will become the topic of conversation for other people.. huhu... when you are able to control yourself from this, insya Allah (GOd's willing) - you'll be able to control yourself when you're with your patients... did not understand? then pass... hoho!~

this week was quite calm in the ward.. number of patient was 10 - top.. tomorrow i'll start another week with PM shift, and i wonder how would that ward be.. but it's ok.. the ward is for patients.. when patient came in, accept them.. if you're ward is full and workload is like hell, it's ok.. keep on smiling and work like you mean it.. the more the patients in the ward, the more experience you''ll get (IF you work like you mean it!~ huhu).. and if you think that patient doesn't need to stay in the hospital anymore, let them go home..

that is why, life is not that easy, but yet, it is not that hard!!~~

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*darl, i miss u* ; p