Chapter ## : Updating Myself

My entry this time is basically about glimpse of my life.. So the song would be a little bit sentimental.. Adapted from someone who really likes to listen to this song.. heee... \

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*Life*

my life has not change much lately. Going to work, going to bed, going around this small town.. just like that. I recently have rented a house outside with Linda.. Which makes my life a little bit different than usual.. No more hostel feelings.. but somehow, this house still in a big mess... i only manage to tidy up my room a little bit here and there because i seriously have no time to tidy up the whole house.
I've painted my room in lime green colour.. huhu.. fix my own wall fan... well.. just a simple job to do with the house.. not so hard for me.. i love hardcore!~ hoho!~ whatever...

Ramadan is here, and we are fasting again.. Alhamdulillah, the weather here is just nice.. rain in the afternoon, and sometimes it will be raining cats and dogs until the evening, which makes me not so tiring and not so dehydrated. I tend to get dehydrated easily lately. I'm not so sure why, but yeah, so far, I still can cope with it. The only problem is my lips become dry and chapped. And sometimes, it really hurts.. huhu..

Moving to my new house, means i can already cook anything I want. Yeah!~ I've cooked some dishes for buka puasa (or we called it as sungkai as well, obviously not in Peninsular) and I felt great eating those dishes.. The only thing is, it's just me, eating alone.. But itsok, one day, I will not be eating alone anymore.. But when that one day will be hoh???

*Work*

It's already been 7 months now after my official appointment as a nurse. Workload, hmm.. only God knows.. maybe because it's a government hospital, so this is what you need to be prepared of. Workload never decreases.. It will increase over time, and as medical breakthrough becomes more challenging everyday, so will the workload of a staff nurse. People might not realizing this, but everything will involve the staff nurses, whether you like it or not.

Some of them still thinks that we are just another person that people around you can just point and give out order. But it seriously doesn't work with me. I reason with everybody and I challenge myself to reason for every single thing that I thought need to be reason. For things that I already know that I have to do, or logically I need to do.. I'll try to do it.. Sometimes, it's not that I don't want to do something, or delay it, but seriously, I can work up to 8 hours without even having a 2 minutes break. One day, you can see my popliteal veins coming out from miles away when I'm wearing a mini skirt above my knees.

But what I really cannot understand is, why do this people who are sitting higher than everyone else just could not accept the fact that workload of a staff nurse nowadays are ridiculously impossible? You can't even mention about shortage of nurses.. like duh.. it's a global issue for heaven's sake.. Are you seriously does not even updating your worldwide nurses issues?????

Whatever it is, I am planning NOT to stay in this hospital for a long time... I have my plan already... but only God's willing, it will come true.. but I'm praying hard for it.. huhu..

*Love*
Nothing much to say.. In love with him every single day.. : )